I'm afraid....
I'm bordering dysthymia already...Why is it muy muy muy deficil to forget the thought that someone left me. It's not even about that someone. I swear I don't care about him anymore. But still, I feel so unworthy..of anything...anyone...So, I now understand what those difficult patients really feel inside. Tss.
Been fighting this sullen feeling for months...been on counseling...been on Vs, which didn't even help a bit...been eating chocolates everyday....but "it" keeps on coming back. Whenever I could feel a stretch of daylight, "it" instantly drags me down...it's so heavy I am really having a hard time pulling myself up.
I wish I could cure myself.
And I hate it ='(
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