Few months ago, I struggled to reconcile my faith in God. I believed that I had resolved it by humbling myself before Him, asking for His kind forgiveness. He immediately answered my prayer by sending a burning love in my heart, eager to serve Him again and forever. I thought that His forgiveness is the best thing that I have received for the past months. Much to my awe, He offered me so much more. He offered me opportunities where I could seek for Him, for His love, for His kind will for a sinner that I am.
I must admit that I do not have the ample intelligence to understand what He wants me to do in an instant. Nor am I a prophet to interpret His words. I am a simple sinner, who yearns for Him everyday because He is my strength and everything.
but...
You know it is "His will", not because it's irrefutable; not even because it is apparently pleasing; and most certainly not because it concurs with your own prejudice. Only a humbled heart knows that it is "His will" because it is in harmony with one's inner peace which extends far beyond the human comprehension or any attempts to further justify it.
God, I am heartfully grateful for everything that You are providing me. In the midst my confusion on the human-founded religious institutions, I know that one thing remains true and irrevocable --There is no place where You do not reign and cannot be found. Please help me stay humble so that I may be receptive to and accepting of Your will.
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