I have to blog...
Just because I find it impossible to concentrate on what I have to do when I'm preoccupied with what I feel. And I hate it. I really do.
Despite of the large bulk of work load that I have devour myself into, I find myself staring blankly at my computer screen, waiting for this "thing" to die.
How do you force yourself to be objective when you feel intensely emotional?
No, I'm not about to cry...that is far from what I feel right now. But yes, I feel scared.
and alone.
and I feel like clutching into something...whatever that something is.
I know I need to take a grip of myself...
and this is already to vague.
But...
maybe..
the best thing you could really do for yourself is to stop chasing things which you don't deserve.
Enough said.
I really need to keep moving.
Tick tock tick tock.
Back to work.
Just because I find it impossible to concentrate on what I have to do when I'm preoccupied with what I feel. And I hate it. I really do.
Despite of the large bulk of work load that I have devour myself into, I find myself staring blankly at my computer screen, waiting for this "thing" to die.
How do you force yourself to be objective when you feel intensely emotional?
No, I'm not about to cry...that is far from what I feel right now. But yes, I feel scared.
and alone.
and I feel like clutching into something...whatever that something is.
I know I need to take a grip of myself...
and this is already to vague.
But...
maybe..
the best thing you could really do for yourself is to stop chasing things which you don't deserve.
Enough said.
I really need to keep moving.
Tick tock tick tock.
Back to work.
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