I had been very transparent here that I have been trying to be receptive to God's will. Setting aside everything else, it all boils down to clarifying my religious orientation. Well..this morning, I wondered around my old blog..and I happen to find a post dated back in December 5, 2010 when I was also motivated to find His will for me. Only that back then, I was referring to His will regarding my love life. cheesy.
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Is there a thing such as meeting the right person, at the right time, and everything around you will just simply fall into place, as how "destiny" brings it?
Does finding love entails waiting on the porch in a lovely evening, as you stare in the stars, hoping that on the next minute, your destined love will suddenly stand next to you, and you'll instantly knew, you met the one
Is there really such a thing as destiny?
Are the stars in the sky made to tell us our fate, our soul mate?
Or is it more of, a choice, a choice of who you must love, who you want to spend the rest of your life with, and who will you die with?
If you will let destiny be done on its own, then how would you recognize the right person, the right time, the right fate?
We think God's will is found out there, somewhere in the stars. That's not true. God's will is found within. Ultimately, God's will is your deepest desire.
Mahogany song, playing in the background.
I got so much thoughts racing through my mind. I'm afraid, my fingers can't keep up typing all of these. nevertheless, you get the gist.
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I should have known...that God's will was to find Him first...because above all, love is to be found in Him. Perhaps I was so focused on being around with somebody for all these years that I never really realized how important it is to build on my relationship with God first.
Although I am such a late bloomer with this, still, I'm thankful that God has opened this opportunity for me to find Him. Despite the depression that I am having for months already, I know He will accompany me through this. After all, only He knows what surprises are in stored for me for the next days, next year..and so on.
I Trust you God.
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